Are You My Mate? (Denai) novel Chapter 19

When I open my eyes Nelson, Maggie and Dean are huddled over me. "Dean," I say surprised, not believing my eyes. He quickly bends down to hug me as he apologizes. (For what I don't know)

"I'm so stupid, I wasn't thinking," "You sure weren't!" yells Nelson as he loosens Deans hold on me. "Who do you think you are you freak?!" yells Dean as he glares at Nelson.

"Deni my mate and as far as I know you like dudes, otherwise you'd be dead right now for being half naked in her house!" "If she's your mate, then who is in your bed,?" asks Nelson as he folds his arms not backing down.

I tear up, but I don't make a sound because I don't think I can. (My body is still sore) "Can't you see that she's suffering?" he says as he reaches for my hand. "Yeah, because of you," "I don't have to explain myself to you," he says as he lays on my bed beside me, then he slowly slides me over towards him, so that I am closer.

"Well she wants to know why she fainted," "I don't" I whisper as I start sobbing, finally realizing the truth. I turn and cover my head with a pillow not wanting to think about the possibility of him with someone else. (Even though I can't help the images in my head of him kissing someone else)

"Deni baby, look at me," he says as he puts his hand on my back. "Can you please leave, I have no idea why Maggie called you," says a still pissed off Nelson. "Because she understands that Deni is my priority," "Oh really, is that why you're getting mated to someone else,?" "You don't get to question me!" "Well she's too sweet and sad to do it and I am her secretary,"

"Me and Deni will work this out between us," "Right Deni baby, please talk to me," "Can you just leave me alone Dean?" "Deni... you want me... to leave?" he asks. I can tell that he's hurt, but I can only cry.

"Get out!" he commands.

"Bye Denai" says Maggie. "Call us if you need us," says Nelson. "Thank you, guys," I sniffle out. "We love you," says Maggie quickly. "We could have helped her, we didn't need him" says Nelson as they walk towards the door. "Get out!" yells Dean again as he gets off of the bed. I stay with the pillow over my head with only enough space for me to breathe without it being hot.

''Deni please" he whispers as he rubs my back. He slowly takes the pillow from me, then he lays down next to me. I try to grab another pillow, but he grabs my hand and kisses it.

"Please talk to me" "I... I" I start before I start crying again. "I feel like an ass," "I am an ass," "Forgive me baby," "Come here" he says as I put my face into my hands, since he won't let me grab a pillow or anything else to cover my face.

He sits up, then he pulls me into his lap and rubs my back as I cry onto his bare chest. "Deni!" he says as I push him away from me. "You smell like her," I say as I move away from him. I didn't mean for him to almost fall on the floor, and I didn't realize that I had pushed him so hard. I just couldn't stand the smell.

"Deni baby," he says surprised. I crawl off of the bed and I run towards my door but he grabs me before I can open it. "I'm sorry, please don't leave me," he cries as he falls to his knees. "Please Deni" He says as I bend down to hug him. "I love you," he cries as he pulls me into his lap. I reach up to dry his tears and he kisses me taking my breath away.

"Please stop" I say after he gives me another break to breathe, but he kisses me again and rubs up my night gown. "No Dean," I say as I push his hand. "You said that you were mine Deni" "You've found someone else and you've been kissing and touching her and who knows what else you've done," I say as tears run down my face.

"I never kissed her" We just-" "Let's not talk about it" he says when I turn away from him. "I can't stand her smell on you," I say as he squeezes me, while kissing my shoulder. I moan when he starts kissing on my neck where he's supposed to mark me, but I put my hand in the way to stop him.

"I'll take a shower" "Show me to your bathroom" "It's in the hallway" I whisper, still avoiding his eyes. "Can you show me, please?" He says as he helps me to stand, then he gets up after me and I walk over to open the door.

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