Are You My Mate? (Denai) novel Chapter 13

I cry as I stand in the shower thinking about Luna Karen. I thought that she would be as happy as I've seen other mothers react to their children's mates. I guess Dean was feeling the same way. (Poor Dean) He was so sure that she would be happy for us.

I can't imagine my dad being difficult for my mate. He joked that he would have a long talk with my mate to make sure he knows that he doesn't mind going to a royal dungeon if he was to hurt me. I know he would be as happy as I am. (Or at least how happy I was)

I should have never gone, because deep down I knew she wouldn't change to for me. "I'm so stupid" "You are not stupid for being hopeful, but she is stupid for not waiting to see what you have to offer the pack," says Areta.

I want to ask what I have to offer besides keeping our records, but I want her to stay calm so that she won't get angry. "You are stronger than you think, but you need to be pushed a little" "I can't even take up for myself, Areta" "If you were attacked by a rogue could you kill it?" "If it was trying to kill me" I say hoping to never cross paths with one.

"See, you're braver than you think," "A coward wouldn't even be able to answer that question, and you answered it without even thinking about it" "She's a coward and I doubt she has ever really trained for anything,"

"I bet she expects us to protect her, and to give up our lives for her, but I'd push her in front of an oncoming train," "Areta!" "You should never hate someone that much" I say surprised by her darkness.

"She's a bitch and she hurts you on purpose, and she is not a good Luna" "Luna's are kind, caring, and encouraging, especially to the members of their pack," "You would do a better job without even having gone through Luna training," I smile at the thought of being his Luna. Then I start crying again, because I know that it will never happen.

She tries to comfort me but I can't stop, it hurts to think of never being with him again. "Denai baby, I'm spending the night with you" "Really Dean,?" I ask surprised, as I wipe at a mixture of my tears and shower water.

"Yeah, I just need to get us something to eat for tonight," "Okay, I'm about to get out of the shower" he growls lowly, and it makes my heart skip a beat as I think about him holding me all night. I snap out of it, when I hear the doorbell ring and I quickly grab my robe. Then I put a towel around my hair and I run to the door.

"Deni baby, don't answer the door like this, what if some pervy guy sees you?!" "I'm sorry, I thought that you were Maggie coming to ask about our date today, since you said that you were coming later" "Does she come here a lot,?" "Not really" I say as I hold back the urge to hug him. (I'm so happy to see him)

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